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MISS~~

Back here about 2 weeks already, everything seems to be fine for me from the outside.
However, the inner me I really miss home, miss mummy, miss sis, miss everyone!!
From the day I reach here, until today mummy never stop calling to keep me company. How do I realise that? When sis is around, she only call once or twice a week but now I am back here alone she almost call me everyday or even 2 times a day.
I know she worries about me, I know she misses me and so do I.


Yesterday, she called me again as usual. I told her cousin going to be back and I am just a little bit upset cause I can't be back home. But when she called and talk about it, and I really can't hold my tears and I cried. Once again, I cry. I miss her a lot!!!! I know how she wishes me to go back but we both know thats kind of impossible.


Additional, something really don't go smooth yesterday. I had been doing something really stupid and silly! Once again, I hurt someone that I do not wish to hurt. Why am I always so stupid? A lie hurts someone when they know the truth but a truth can sometimes be as hurt as a lie. I really feel sorry. How I hope I can turn things around, but I know that is impossible. When something is done it is a fact, it is a past, and it is for real already!!
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