4years 1month 25days

Everything had come to an end. 4years 1 month and 25days! We or to say HE had put a fullstop on our story which he say he never will. I guess its tough for him and so do I coz we really had many feelings towards each other. It is still hard for me to believe that this is the reality and what is happening on me. I duno why I still can't accept the truth and I just feel weird when I wake up this morning and realise that I am no longer who I am. I feel akward, feel pain, feel disappointed and feel so lonely.

Past few years back, I remember how we stay out and where we usually hang togther even we can't meet that often due to some family problems that I face but we had overcome it few years after that. I had try my very best to let ppl know how good he is especially to me. I had also tried to open up our relation and let others know especially my family members because he is important to me so do my family. He is not what he appears to be. But sometimes human really feel tired with obstacles that they are facing with.

But we do have fun time together. The place we usually hang around is Parkson, Boulevard, Imperial and also Miri City Fan. City Fan is one of the place that we had lots of sweet memories together.

There is lots of things and place that I see and I would think of him. How could I forget him? How could I just ignore him? He is everywhere in my life! I can see him everywhere. I know theres no one that cannot lives without anyone. I am trying very hard to do it as I know I will overcome it.

Only time will know and time is the best medicine for me now. Scar always needs time to heal but the problem is when will it heal?? I hope everything will be fine soon. I HOPE I will be fine soon.

Comments

Anonymous said…

Take great care, u still have a lot of friends who cares about you in Miri here!! ^^ Ps, its a great blog!

28 March 2008 at 13:32

-pEi- said…

augustine, thanks a lot...
surprise u r here too to give me support...

31 March 2008 at 15:26

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