Hearts into pieces （心碎）

In a silent night, my phone suddenly rang. Its a message but its a sign of a bad news indeed. I never thought this day would come or never expect it to be happen so fast. After reading it, tears just like rain drop down from my eyes without notice. I can't control it and I can't sleep the whole night after receive that message.


I try to keep it and try not to let others worry but I really not that kind of person that can hold my feelings. I had really tried very very hard on it. It is really torturing to hide ur feelings in front of others and have to pretend nothing happen and go on your life as usual.


I duno what should I do. This relation had been last for so many years and how can I let go in just one night? Even he din really say it clear but it had been indirectly telling me that. I still remember way back to four years ago how we know each other and get along together....and four years now we had to come to an end? Will this relation just end like that??




当人觉得风浪不断的时候就会想要放气。虽然风浪是来考验人对一件事的坚持可是当他们觉得累了不想再走下去了那么该如何是好呢？

我们经过了那么多为什么到了最后还是不能在一起呢？为什么天意弄人？为什么两个相爱的人经过了那么多都不能得到成全？？

我觉得我对这世界越来越没希望，因为我觉得真得好累好累！！