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Want , Wish & Need

Have you ever think that what is the difference between want, wish and need?
Is that the thing/person that you wish is what you want and what you need?
When you have something/person that you wish for a long time, and when you get it, is that really what you want? (eg: you wish for a tall, handsome, rich, educated guy)


Recently, I have "something" that I thought I had wish for so long. I get it, I have it and I thought I was happy with it. However, it does not turn out like what I think. I thought it is what I had wish for after so long and finally I got it but I am not as happy as I thought. That is not what I actually needed or wanted but just what I had wish for all this time.


Now, I had to let it go because I think it doesn't belongs to me and I think I do not deserves it because I can't appreciate it as much as the thing that I wanted. Why we, human have to be so "thoughtful", in sense of thinking too much I mean. Why we have to make decision that we would regret? Why we will do things that hurt others feeling? Can't we just be really normal like animal? Simple thoughts, simple mind, simple situation?? Just because, we have brain and think, thats why everything have to be complicated?


Why things have to be so complicated when it occurs between human? Friends, couple, family? Its a simple word "RELATIONSHIP"!!! It really makes us, "human" go insane sometimes just because of this relation thing.

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