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What a sad day again!! =(

Haiz~~
Just woke up, get myself clean up and get myself on the laptop again...
That is what I am doing everyday when I am not going out.
Today someone who really unexpected come to chat with me and to my knowledge it was something bad.
The result for resit exam is finally out. i don't even know until he told me.
I am really nervous to find out but still I have to do it.
*sob* *sob*
Once again I was disappointed. I have such feeling of jumping of from my house balcony, but that is just a thought.
Maybe to many things happen. I thought I had manage and control it well, however I did not.
I am feeling so down and moody. I do not know what I have to do next. I am totally out of direction, just like standing in a desert out of nowhere. I lost myself, I lost my direction.
Theres been many many unhappy things happen for this whole month. I thought it would end however it never stop. I am so tired of it. One is not solve and yet another is here. Oh Gosh~ God I am not that tough enough to face your challenge. I am somehow getting weaker and weaker after all those bad things happen to me.
I no longer have the courage to face all those things in front of me, I no longer have the bravery to face all of them to over come with it.
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dasolve said…
Be brace. Nth comes easy. If it is easy, we will never cherish it.
21 May 2008 at 13:15
Anonymous said…
hey, be strong. I wish u all the best!! im sure aft this bout of bad experience, u ll be even stronger and find everything sweeter and more beautiful! Cheer up, pEi!!! =)
21 May 2008 at 13:47
-pEi- said…
Thanks a lot brian.
I believe time will tell.
Cync, u r always encouraging and so caring. Thanks!!
21 May 2008 at 21:30
im sylvia wee said…
gal....
jia you o...!
24 May 2008 at 10:45
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