What a sad day again!! =(

Haiz~~
Just woke up, get myself clean up and get myself on the laptop again...
That is what I am doing everyday when I am not going out.
Today someone who really unexpected come to chat with me and to my knowledge it was something bad.
The result for resit exam is finally out. i don't even know until he told me.
I am really nervous to find out but still I have to do it.
*sob* *sob*
Once again I was disappointed. I have such feeling of jumping of from my house balcony, but that is just a thought.
Maybe to many things happen. I thought I had manage and control it well, however I did not.
I am feeling so down and moody. I do not know what I have to do next. I am totally out of direction, just like standing in a desert out of nowhere. I lost myself, I lost my direction.
Theres been many many unhappy things happen for this whole month. I thought it would end however it never stop. I am so tired of it. One is not solve and yet another is here. Oh Gosh~ God I am not that tough enough to face your challenge. I am somehow getting weaker and weaker after all those bad things happen to me.
I no longer have the courage to face all those things in front of me, I no longer have the bravery to face all of them to over come with it.

Comments

dasolve said…

Be brace. Nth comes easy. If it is easy, we will never cherish it.

21 May 2008 at 13:15

Anonymous said…

hey, be strong. I wish u all the best!! im sure aft this bout of bad experience, u ll be even stronger and find everything sweeter and more beautiful! Cheer up, pEi!!! =)

21 May 2008 at 13:47

-pEi- said…

Thanks a lot brian.
I believe time will tell.
Cync, u r always encouraging and so caring. Thanks!!

21 May 2008 at 21:30

im sylvia wee said…

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